Explicitdistortion’s Weblog

hey guys!! Yeah i know, i am back from the dead  :)

So let me give you a little recap on my life:

For the last few weeks I have been trying to decipher a few things about my being.  I had been lost, and up until a few months ago i decided to accept myself as who i am…

and fuck the rest.

I began to explore myself, and found that….

I couldn’t be more fucking lost.

Here’s what i gathered so far:

1) I like hamburgers and salads

 when i think of salads…. i think of the colors and vibrancy of the vegetation and its nutritional potential for the future. 

When i think of a hamburger…. I think of the thick, juicy meat. I think of the enjoyment and bliss it will bring me the moment i stick it in my mouth.

2) I am partial to nipple play. (thank you)

3) I can make out for hours….(thank you again)

4) I rather like smoking cigarettes

and finally,

5) I have a fear of nearing adulthood neither being happy nor fulfilled . :/

I dont know where my instincts are taking me, but its not a very comfortable place… Does that mean i am on the right track? or just a fucking dumb ass?