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HI!!!! October 22, 2008

Posted by explicitdistortion in Follow your instincts, Hopeless Rom-antics, Persona, Uncategorized.
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hey guys!! Yeah i know, i am back from the dead  :)

So let me give you a little recap on my life:

For the last few weeks I have been trying to decipher a few things about my being.  I had been lost, and up until a few months ago i decided to accept myself as who i am…

and fuck the rest.

I began to explore myself, and found that….

 

I couldn’t be more fucking lost.

 

Here’s what i gathered so far:

1) I like hamburgers and salads

 when i think of salads…. i think of the colors and vibrancy of the vegetation and its nutritional potential for the future. 

When i think of a hamburger…. I think of the thick, juicy meat. I think of the enjoyment and bliss it will bring me the moment i stick it in my mouth.

2) I am partial to nipple play. (thank you)

3) I can make out for hours….(thank you again)

4) I rather like smoking cigarettes

and finally,

5) I have a fear of nearing adulthood neither being happy nor fulfilled . :/

 

I dont know where my instincts are taking me, but its not a very comfortable place… Does that mean i am on the right track? or just a fucking dumb ass?

hopeless rom-antics August 2, 2008

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Recently i have been reading these books that are so god awful. The Twilight series. 

They actually are not THAT bad. It would be totally appropriate to read these books if i were of a different gender and seven years younger.

These books are what they are… They have a little suspense, which at times, was very refreshing, they have two characters that have very deep emotions, and they have an endless bounty of mushy girly slob.

-Still, these books got me really gitty while reading them (they obviously increased my estrogen levels). I was wondering why, and finally got my answer tonight. 

I am searching for someone like that. It is sad to say, but yes, I want the very presence of someone to “Dazzle” me (LOLOLOL, i cant believe i said that). 

It is true still. I want to meet someone that their very image would strike the same emotions that the girl in the book has. I know that is very girly of me, but i dont fucking care.