LOL @ enticing foods! August 15, 2008
Posted by explicitdistortion in Spiritual Seekage.Tags: fasting, food, spirituality
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Day two was pretty cool. I wasn’t that hungry today because i bought some juices that will keep my stomach from being empty.
Waking up came with a lingering strange feeling. I was awake. Wide awake. But my body was weak and heavy. Still i wasn’t complaining, maybe i was just too tired to complain…
Throughout the day, i was very calm and in deep thought. My mind was buzzing with ideas and random reasoning’s that i cared nothing about…
I went to the mall to get my mind off of my hunger.
Throughout the mall, I dragged my legs up and down while scrutinizing my every pace. I was careful trying not to inhale too much air nor exhale too little. I was very aware that if i over indulged in lets say my intake of air, i would completely drain myself of energy.
Although this state of existance was bothersome, it was also very interesteing. I was revealed to little things that i would otherwise ignore. For example, every time i walked under a light bulb the mall or in my house i felt the heat tingle against my skin.
This fasting is turning out to be kinda fun 
Abstain Abstain Abstain!!! August 14, 2008
Posted by explicitdistortion in Spiritual Seekage.1 comment so far
Day one of my fast was not that bad, to be honest. Yes i was hungry, but nothing i couldn’t handle. I never ate breakfast or lunch anyway. Towards the night of my first day, my stomach was not having anymore of my shit. It wanted food, and it wanted it fast. I am convinced that my stomach was suggesting recipes to my brain because while i was sitting down, my mind was flashing images of me pulling foods out of my fridge that i knew didn’t exist.
I held back.
I shut my eyes and meditated about what i wanted and tried to ignore the cravings my stomach was surely the culprit of.
Spiritual Seekage August 10, 2008
Posted by explicitdistortion in Follow your instincts, Spiritual Seekage.1 comment so far
Hey guys,
Sorry i have not posted these past two days.
I have been wanting to become more spiritual. This is because when i allow myself to be spiritual, things flow better.
I am not a strong believer of numerology, but i believe there is some truth to it. Having said that, i am going to go on a fast and meditate as much as possible for 10 days (meaning rebirth). My real goal would have to 19 or 28 days, but i have to start small. This in part, will weaken my physical body and allow my spiritual to take control. I cant wait
My hopes are that i will become in tune with myself and the world around me. This in part will also help me creatively and mentally.
I will keep you guys posted on whats going on.
